A Bit Much |San Antonio Photographer|

I sometimes try to sit and just breathe.  I know this might sound very random and very weird, but life right now has been turning circles in my mind, heart, and reality.  Sometimes I will write posts that read , “how busy I am” (this is really an attempt to apologize for not keeping up with the blogging world).  Those closest to me know and warn me that those simple four words are an understatement.  It makes me feel guilty.    I feel so lucky to be so “into” so many things, and for this I feel guilty.   I feel guilty when I let an hour go and nothing is accomplished, whether that be writing a thank you note, playing dress-up with Lissy, reading passages for bible study, learning some physics, snapping my shutter, kissing my hubby, painting my toes, and oh…the list goes on forever.  .  That internal desire to “do”, keeps my life in circles. Today I will say a prayer that my circles become one instead of so many… so that I can enjoy all the things I enjoy.  I will breathe.

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